Note: This is a continuation of the cemeteries and science rant from last week. I hope it makes sense in a vacuum, but you might want to read the earlier piece first.
There’s no need to look for a reason.
They blamed the girlfriend–the “significant other” who moved out after however many years… and took the children he’d grown fond of with her. They blamed her in whispers, and telephone calls between people who never met her.
Never mind the fact that half the world is divorced,
And “significant others” have their reasons.
And never mind the fact that–
If he’d had the good sense to live–
The same old hags who blamed her would have been rooting for her. You have to do what’s right for you. Children need a safe and stable home. Good for you… if he’s not going to buy the cow…
That was the reason.
And if it wasn’t, there’s the mother–she spanked, you know–she could have paid attention.
If only she’d bothered to read… this brochure. The Warning Signs of Suicide.
She could have stopped him, when he gave her that thing. They give their things away.
Everyone knows that.
And no one ever takes a gift without questioning why. A thank you note’s an abomination
If it doesn’t end with Thank you, but are you okay? If you need to talk… if you need to cry…
Never mind that.
The mother had to be the reason.
And if not, there are brothers. Sisters. An old babysitter or two. His grandparents had just died. (Imagine!) And maybe the rent had come due.
We know the reason. Or maybe there are reasons.
There have to be reasons. We must blame someone.
Because saying “I don’t know” means “I don’t know.”
And anybody could be at risk.